Lots of hugs for you, bb. I can imagine it's really frustrating, especially with how long you've maintained so much forward momentum. My own backslides have always led to about a 10 pound gain, too, but it's also the easiest 10 pounds to lose when you actively manage to find the motivation to turn it around, so don't let the number feel scary.

If there's anything we can do to help, let us know!